LONE WOLF
Guess I’ve been a lone wolf
I’ll give you my turf
I know what it’s worth but
I do it cause it hurts
Made me realize
No one helps me
I’ll give you some scraps
If you stay here for a while
Maybe you could change things
Make my grim face smile
Lone wolf hides his tail
But he’ll bite you tooth and nail
No one helps me
The rattling of bones
And the hatred you condone
Lone wolf runs away
Just to hunt another day
No one helps me
Oh well, I was trying to kill
What could never be killed
The nets are full of krill but
The crew just can’t be filled
No one helps me
Ferguson
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MORNING STAR
Though you pray I’d hate to say
Tomorrow could be your worst day
But if you feel this way
won’t you keep it up
Drink now from the healing cup
Take away what holds me down
loose yourself in the sound
And I’ve got nothin’ left
just a lacerated hope
And I’ve got nothin’ left
now I’m broke
Little child your eyes are wild
they won’t change even though you’ve grown
But if you feel this way won’t you keep it up
don’t say you’re tired of waking up
Take away what holds me down
Pretend that they’re not around
And I’ve got nothin’ left
Just a lacerated hope
And I was doin’ fine
’
Til I spoke
Ferguson
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DEMON DOGS
Dreamin’ been
Dreamin’ been
Dreamin’ been
Dreamin’
Of demon
The dog form
Screamin’ been
Screamin’ been
Screamin’ been
Screamin’
Forever
Been getting no
Love
Demon dogs
They’ll come in packs
And take your soul
They won’t give back
Shatter myths
Create a light
For those who heed the call
Ferguson
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SYNTHETIC MIND
[MOMENT OF WEAKNESS]
You eat your word
because
you never learn
Someday
I’ll make it up to you
Running home with butterflies
You eat your word
Your soul candle never burn again
And when you smile you’re just a little girl
With flowers in her hair
And when I laugh I’m just a little boy
I'll picture you right there
Running home with butterflies
Ferguson
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MEMRISTOR
What’s that?
Take it back
You can never pick the slack up
you’re a dead broke
I sure hope you don’t choke
May the moon and stars have mercy
I don’t think people would
You’ve done no good
Deep shadow where you stood
I don’t want to be the one
to break that crystal ball
May the moon
the stars are watching
They know you’re on the ground
But just wait now
What the fuck is that sound?
It’s a man with a plan
Don’t you ever shake his hand
You’ll be sorry
Shame it gets so gory
I don’t want to be the one
to break that crystal ball
A world blood thirsty
Laughing at you
Be quick to the draw
I gotta check my head
They leave me for the dead
All messed up
I gotta check my head
You said
CONTINENTAL DRIFT
Ferguson
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EVENT HORIZON
I’ve gotta know
What’s in your soul
Don’t do this to me
I’ve lost control
Ripped her right through me
The gaping hole
Fuckin’ with my head
Oh no you were
Fuckin’ with my head
Throwin’ round my cerebellum
Little angel shows the face of hell when
Don’t do this to me
I’ve lost control
Hair and your make up
The gaping hole
I’ve lost control
You bit right through me
No matter who you get
yeah I’m ready
Fuckin’ with my head
You were
Fuckin’ with my head
Throwin’ round my cerebellum
Tell me what you should just tell em
Throwin’ round my cerebellum
Little angel shows the face of hell when
You want chocolate
You want flowers
Ferguson
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DINNER FOR THE MONKEY KING
The monkey’s hunger calls for blood
Come and give a little up
Because I know I don’t deserve
To forget about that deadly urge
Pieces will chip away
Alcohol fills up their blood stream
These humans turn into these fiends
They lost the innocence that was
Themselves that’s only what they love
Monkey falls to the street
The monkey plans his final feast
Before he makes his return east
Because he knows we don’t deserve
To forget about that deadly urge
Monkey will demonstrate
Ferguson
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I'D RATHER GO FIRST
Buzzards that circle around
Keep on the walls
what pictures fall down
It shows you’re persistent
and you’ve got a fate
That’ll make others want
To be in the same place
You’re magnificent but
you don’t got a place
They take what they want from you
Get out of my face
Listen to me I’m the talented one
the key to your heart
Whatever was said
It doesn’t matter
Because you can’t sway
the weakness you’ve shown
It’ll follow you home
Cut through your bone
Take all you own
It shows you're persistent
and you’ve got a face
That’ll make others want
to be at the same place as you
Listen to me
I’m the talented one
I’m the key to your heart
This
is the loneliest note that you’ll ever hear
This
is a long shot
Ferguson
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OLD FRIENDS AGAIN
All night long
All night long
You were invisible
Invisible
Stop
When this began
We could be holding hands
Still
Look
Look up ahead
There is a human wall between us
Old, old friends again
All night long
All night long
You were invisible
Look, look up ahead
There is a human wall between us
The heart was beating then
And yea it’s beating now
It’s endless
Old, old friends again
Ferguson
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ORGANIC THOUGHTS
[SPIRAL ROAD]
Walking down a spiral road
Told myself I would be alone
Had I known that fate was true
I would have run away from you into the sun
Told myself I would be alone
You ripped my guts out
Stomped my heart
You broke both my knees so I couldn’t start
To crawl away when my time was through
A broken mangled mess with eyes on you
It isn’t fun
Told myself I would be alone
Ferguson
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